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Have you seen it yet? What you’ve done to me? All of my scars and tears? Were there too many? Too many to count? Did you feel anything? Guilt or regret? No? Figures as much. You leave in a flash. You won’t look back. Not after what you’ve done. Not again. Never Again Will she smile as bright Or laugh as loud Maybe even leave her room She won’t be good enough she’ll never be good enough Not enough for you that is, Your standards are impossible Change her skin color, eye color, hair color, age, body size maybe? Or will that still not be enough for you? Straight A’s, High Honors, multiple academic awards Nop

To all the thoughts I’ll never speak, To the lies written on my cheeks, To all my friends who came to an end, To all the relationships that were wrecked, To every last person I wish I’d never met, We walk our separate paths leading us to our lonely roads. Until we meet again, next time in the end, We relive our greatest memories We will finally rest in peace.

trapped in my mind voice is lost in my throat mind excited and loud eyes shining in my silence heart passion and life pumping in my veins My voice is quiet my brain is loud my escaping breaths exhale my soul

Odd one out I’m all alone My family is 5 My siblings are favorites My parents are against me My friends leave there’s N O W A Y O U T of my never ending pain forevermore depression plagues my every day breathing in the happiness Exhaling sadness and sorrow the dreary grey scale called my life finally spirals through the rainbow as I remember after the clouds clear the light shines through

sorry I’m not perfect sorry I'm not true sorry I’m not happy sorry I'm not you sorry I'm not there sorry I'm not that extraordinary sorry I'm not thin sorry I’m just ordinary sorry I'm outspoken sorry I don’t share sorry I don’t need you sorry you were never there sorry I’m not comfortable sorry you're the same sorry that I don’t change sorry I’m not a game sorry I’m here sorry I won’t be gone sorry you don’t care for me sorry if I'm wrong sorry for what I'm about to do sorry but I can’t stay sorry but I've gotta leave sorry I'm just running away                  

You look through And see yourself All of yourself The good, The bad The evil, The pure Only, your eyes Hide everything but The imperfections of who You are But now You're not who you used to be You highlight Everything you hate And you're left with nothing To love The mirror is your worst enemy The mirror dehumanized you What you see is no longer the beautiful person you were It's only the remnants of what the mirror left behind After tearing you apart Slowly from head to toe

It’s never been easy to talk about this you’ll always be fine happy with the life you’re in you’ll never be in pain hiding your bruises out of sight across your skin sweatshirts are your best friend never admitting he’s doing it Always hiding never leaving home he won’t let you leave his sight keeping your pain hidden you manage to get up in the morning go to school smiling and laughing no one knows

My breathing turns to gasping my lungs fill for the last time nevermore to inhale the icy winter air or exhale the stress-ridden poison My heart stops never to beat, a little faster when I get anxious beating steadies with the shock of the defibrillator panic washes over me as I jump up from my almost permanent sleep My stomach clenches I heave the pills of my previous attempt My mind will never be the same it will remain broken with a fake smile painted across my permanent frown

How do you justify Hurting another There is no right When you talk someone onto the ledge There is no right When you go too far There are consequences Guilt and sadness Wishing You could just take it all back Make it better Bring them back But you can never forget Never slip your mind Your fault Your fault Your fault